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HAPPY NÜ YEAR EVERYONE | WELCOME 2020 THREE, TWO, ONE ...

*everyone yells happy new year + you kiss the one you love most* After the countdown I realize the new year is really here. All this build up and its here. Now I have to quit the excuses and accomplish the things I didn't the last ten years + more. I made a promise to not procrastinate my goals this next decade. It is a NÜ year + a fresh start. I can tell 2020 is the age of change, bettering ourselves + learning. When it comes down to choosing a resolution, I usually know what I want to accomplish right away. Most years it was; eat healthier, travel + save money. But I get hella lazy and I love to say "next year I will accomplish that" instead of actually doing the work and jumping the hurdle.

Why do we do that to ourselves? What holds us back from accomplishing things we really want? + Why do we hold ourselves back from happiness? Its simple and easy to dissect really, we just do not want to hear the answer. For years I have held myself back from stepping out of my comfort zone for one reason and one reason only: I was scared to look stupid for trying to succeed at something I was passionate about and maybe failing. While watching an episode of RuPaul's Drag Race [All Stars Season 4 Episode 8] RuPaul spoke with a contestant before they presented their work on the runway. Ru notices the contestant is very nervous as she tells her her design concept and Ru immediately calls her out on it and asks "why are your hands shaking?". The contestant responds that she’s scared of saying or doing the wrong thing in front of her. Ru responds with the words I always needed to hear: “Please say the wrong thing and please act like a fool,”. Those words ran through my ears, into my blood stream instantly giving me chills. Those words were the answer. Such a simple and easy concept for life and yet I had never thought of or heard it. A

nytime I get insecure about a situation I repeat those words. The past ten years are the decade that made me, me. Now it is time to use all the knowledge I learned from mistakes + chances I didn't take and make a fool of myself! As a control freak, being foolish is SO out of my comfort zone but I am ready to leave that comfort zone in past and just be me. No restrictions! Ü I hope that this upcoming year is your very best yet. I wish for you to overcome any insecurities and do what it takes for you to wake up and feel completely comfortable in your own skin. Be proud of yourself. Be confident to take risks. This is YOUR year. I send you all my positive vibes + luv ♡ peace + luv kay x